Story of Regret
There was this guy who believed very much in true
love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He
believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but
none came. Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from
Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of
re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any
way. So he would always get one of his girlfriends to pose as his steady
whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy
would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest.
So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she
would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The
girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his
different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in
secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit
it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of
romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.
Finally, she decided that she could not play that
game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all
those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved.
Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he
was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always
thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that
it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for
him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her
in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and
turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never
returns anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his
life… still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the
girl.
On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend’s
party alone. Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends?
What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas? asked one
of his friends. He felt warm and comforted by his friend’s queries about her,
still, he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom
he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her …..
not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn’t feel
comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being
judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable
to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.
Hi… how are you? Enjoying the party? the girl asked.
Sure… yeah! he replied.
She was slightly tipsy… must be from the whiskey on
her hand. She continued, Why…? Don’t you need someone to pose as your
girlfriend this year? Then he answered, No, there is no need for that anymore…
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, Oh yes! Must
have found a girlfriend! You haven’t been searching for one for the past years,
right? The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed, and looked
directly at the drunken girl. He replied, Yes… you are right! I haven’t been
looking for anyone for the past years.
With that, the man darted across the floor and out
the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he
has already found his dream girl, and she was… the Vancouver girl all along!
The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.
All along he has found his girl. That was why he did
not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not
any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes…
perfection! A relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing
that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her
immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might
have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore… For once, he
felt the fear of losing someone.
As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to
get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never
giving up. Finally, he got through…. precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed
his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got
over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.
He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new
chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the
happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days
before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father.
She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6
hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss.
Why did fate play such cruel games with him? He cursed heaven for taking
her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How
he damned the Gods…!! How he hated himself… for taking so long to realize his
mistake!! That was in 1996.
Moral:
Treasure what you have… Time is too slow for those who wait, Too swift for
those who fear, Too long for those who grieve, Too short for those who rejoice,
But for those who love… Time is Eternity. For all, you out there with someone
special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend
together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You
may painfully regret, only to realize that it is too late.
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